My life is one big rollercoaster ride, and I can't seem to get off the bloody thing!
Today I feel like someone just cracked my head open with a steel bat and on top of that, I just want to end my life. Life is just too hard – You know..?
But if I did end it, my mom would think (once again) “she took the easy way out”. So there is no win - win situation here!
Geez, this entire week has sucked. My boyfriend just came home from a looong trip and we had a wonderful time together… The first tree hours… Then he just seemed to get just as stressed out as he was before he went on vacation!
Maybe it is me who’s stressing him? I mean, I have ALL my problems hoovering around my head all day that I can’t see past them, and ask about his state of mind… I am a sucky girlfriend.
I don’t get it. Aren’t rollercoaster rides supposed to be fun?