The zero effect

torsdag den 24. september 2009

Geez I am so whiny. No pain no gain! RIGHT! But it hurts so bad! This isn’t supposed to be this hard!? I mean EVERYBODY is fucking thin and I am a fatfatfat pig! I am covered in lard! I am disgusting! Weak! A failure! Ugly! FAT! FAT! FAT! I HATE MY BODY! MY LIFE! I HATE EVERTHING!!

I just wanna be thin...

I just wanna be beautiful...

I just wanna be thin.......

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What "The Zero Effect" is, and what it isn't

Welcome to my blog. I decided to call my blog "The zero effect" because I wanted (and still do) to be a part of this particular phenomenon.

(Size zero is a women's clothing size believed to be equivalent to a UK size 4 or a European size 32.)

I have always been fascinated by slender girls, mostly because my mom was a model when she was my age. My story with Eating Disorders goes way back... I was 12 when I first discorvered BED (Binge Eating Disorder). Later on my ED developed to "anorexia" tendencies -because I was overweight and the social problems that follows with overweight. It wasn't until I turned 15 bulimia took over my life. I have been in denial in alooong time, but now I 'm seeking treatment and trying to enjoy life.

This blog is not a PRO-ANA/MIA encourager in any way! I do not support that girls should destroy their lives and bodies in a calorie-hell (like me); however you will find thinspos and diets on this site -since that is my everyday...

All feedback is welcomed, and I have no intentions of deleting any of the things I post or any of the comments you guys post.

So, I hope you will enjoy the blog, and give me some constructive feedback.
Thank you

~Cille

torsdag den 24. september 2009

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