People seem so hollow around me. I find them boring. I want something more with life. But I’m scared to find out that’s all there is to it?
4 pieces of bread with turkey.
5 glasses of water
½ glass of milk
That’s it… Proud? Nah. I know why I don’t eat and it aren’t because of willpower. I purposely took myself off the anti depressing medicine because I wasn’t feeling the side effects any longer (nausea).
I restarted on them yesterday. It is horrorble!! I forgot how uncomfortable the side effects are!! It’s like my tong is too big for my mouth and my throat too small for anything to go down. I know it was my own doing… And that you should never play doctor when you have no idea of what you’re doing…
Weight today 126.9lbs