søndag den 25. oktober 2009

The letter is W

Wanna hear something bizarre? I haven't big binged since... I don't remember when! I mean I still purge a lot in the eyes of a "normal" person -but... Nothing crazy. I was, at my worst, purging 6 times a day. But now it’s perhaps 3 time a week… I think it’s because I live with my mom and she’s around a lot. I don’t wanna freak her out with my eating disorder. I’m eating less and exercising more though. And going on a cleanse on Monday if I can get away with it. I want to look really hot when Thomsen comes home. I want him to act all confused and cute when he sees me in only underwear. I want to be on top with a clear conscience. Mm. So back to the point, I was hardcore bulimic but not it’s more like… Anorexic tendencies?

... I'm sad... I wanna cry. I have no idea why I just feel like it... Great here comes the waterworks... Shit.

2 kommentarer:

  1. Wow. That's great. Really good, you should lose weight, then? That happened to me big time, but with help of meds.

  2. I purge about that often too... Whenever the number in a sitting is too big.
    Good luck with your cleanse!