Wanna hear something bizarre? I haven't big binged since... I don't remember when! I mean I still purge a lot in the eyes of a "normal" person -but... Nothing crazy. I was, at my worst, purging 6 times a day. But now it’s perhaps 3 time a week… I think it’s because I live with my mom and she’s around a lot. I don’t wanna freak her out with my eating disorder. I’m eating less and exercising more though. And going on a cleanse on Monday if I can get away with it. I want to look really hot when Thomsen comes home. I want him to act all confused and cute when he sees me in only underwear. I want to be on top with a clear conscience. Mm. So back to the point, I was hardcore bulimic but not it’s more like… Anorexic tendencies?
... I'm sad... I wanna cry. I have no idea why I just feel like it... Great here comes the waterworks... Shit.
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Wow. That's great. Really good, you should lose weight, then? That happened to me big time, but with help of meds.
SvarSletI purge about that often too... Whenever the number in a sitting is too big.
SvarSletGood luck with your cleanse!